The Ego within....

I am that I am is where the path has lead me. Absolute beautiful ridiculousness of trying to dissolve the version of myself that has been growing for 56 years. What a hilarious paradox of thought telling myself I am not that/those thoughts.🤣 So I became aware of a beautiful peace that was always inside me at night 2 of my first ever ceremony. The integration of that experience is still ongoing even though I've since had another ceremony. The "aha" moment at that exact moment shattered all that is and was of how the me that I guess is me operates. The system itself that was there b4 I was born is very simple made unnecessarily complex by the experience and the dominion of the ego I thought I was. Choice. We can simply choose to be happy and give respect to the amazing creation of humanity in this existence. Nothing happens if I don't observe it. That makes my observation of creation divine by definition. Put here by divine to be divine and record this particular perspective of divine. I am you and you are me because neither of them exist...it's only 1 consciousness. That said being human is special because the point of the whole thing is senses and feeling life. The inner God of us all is feeling its creation through each different human experience. We are programmed with likes, dislikes, fears and character traits noone else has...no 2 snowflakes are alike. Acceptance was a huge key in my addiction recovery and its an even bigger key in this spiritual walk. I didn't realize I could just choose happiness and joy in even the simplest of life's moments...but now I do. My energy is love and kindness, and I don't want to fight anyone. 3rd ceremony this yr is coming up in 2 weeks and I just wanted to shout out to all and thank you all for enjoying this life together. As above, so below is just so simple that most reject it. Being happy...I feel...takes no effort. Love and light and thanks for the listen.🙏👋