Hello!

I hope this email finds you well. I wanted to reach out and share some thoughts and feelings I've been experiencing lately. I have been feeling a strong desire for a change in my life, both energetically and spiritually. When my family suggested going to the Baptist Church, I found it challenging to articulate what I truly need. I have decided to explore other avenues, such as trying out BJJ in town, as a way to heal from past traumas and find solace on the mat. Prioritizing camaraderie and better health practices feels like a good starting point.

I am also interested in attending the Zoom calls that you offer. It would be a great way to connect with others until I am able to save enough money for a plant medicine ceremony, which I am eager to experience. Luckily, I live only three hours away, so it is quite feasible for me. I appreciate that your rates are reasonable, as having a supportive community is essential in today's world. I have come to realize that relying solely on online interactions is no longer fulfilling for me. I feel the need to do the inner work and delve into the neglected corners of my being. It's time to dust off the cobwebs and shine a flashlight on those aspects of myself.

I am curious to listen and learn about everyone's perspectives and vibes. I have been feeling disconnected from my current surroundings in SW OK. It lacks the vibrancy and inspiration I crave. Please understand that there is nothing wrong with me; I simply have different aspirations and desires in life. I yearn for self-expression and the construction of new philosophical worldviews. Podcasts have been a saving grace, as they break through the void and offer meaningful conversations beyond the mundane topics like "how's the weather today?" They let the state tell them it's important to respect the police, eat, sleep, and procreate. Pardon my French but these are the kind of obedient sheeple that would let a cop lay with their wife.

I feel the need for something deeper and more spiritually fulfilling.

I consider myself an observer, constantly seeking knowledge and understanding. Currently, I am engrossed in reading "The Chicken Qabalah," which seems to align perfectly with my current journey.

Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts. I value your support and guidance as I navigate this transformative phase in my life.