If you're in the Dallas area, I'd suggest coming to our weekly services and connecting with the community! We also have a couple of virtual integration services offered each month for those who prefer to connect online. Just check out https://community.twobirdschurch.com/services/ and look for Virtual Integration Service.

Also, this article might shed some light on your experiences: https://www.afterlife.coach/after-life-blog/ayahuasca-visuals. It highlights how interpreting ayahuasca visuals (or other hallucinogenic experiences) is a highly personal journey. The imagery and experiences one encounters are deeply influenced by individual culture, upbringing, heritage, and the beliefs we are raised on. For instance, Christians might frequently see visions of angels and Jesus, while those from more New Age backgrounds might encounter aliens and spiritual beings, and Buddhists might experience a profound sense of oneness with the universe. The key is to focus on what you feel and the lessons you learn, rather than getting bogged down in the literal imagery—whether it's a talking tea kettle or, perhaps, a profound encounter with a mentor or guardian figure, seemingly embodying the perfect qualities you've longed for in life. The article dives into the absurdity of trying to rationalize these profound, often wild visual experiences and instead encourages embracing the emotional and spiritual insights they provide. So next time you're chatting with a tea kettle in your journey, remember it's all about the feelings and growth these visions are guiding you towards, reflecting your unique perspective and life's journey. You gotta Feel to Heal :-)